Have you ever just wondered if this is all it? Is this all life has to offer you? I started to think about dating again.... yeah yeah I know... why put myself through all of it again. So I texted a good friend of mine to see if he knew of anyone he could set me up with.... That was a dead end street there. While I was texting my friend I mentioned that I thought my life was pathetic. Here I had a whole week with out the kids and I did nothing but sit at home. While waiting for his response (which on a given night could take from 5 minutes to 3 hours) I imagined him agreeing with me just so he could get back to his game. But instead he told me that my life was not pathetic and between my 3 kids, youth group, theater group, and working a full time JOB that was a lot of just one person..... But I still feel like I am missing something... oh well... guess it was meant to be that I never find it.
gawd... i am sounding desperate.... i really need my plays and the kids softball season to start up! That way I will be too busy to realize there is not a man in my life.. haha
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